It would appear, once again, that I have left it rather a long time between posts.
There's been rather a lot going on I suppose. It feels like it happened really fast but maybe that's just me.
Firstly, it's been a rather up and down year for my friends romantically, through which i have been the shoulder, the bar maid and the conspirator. I have patted backs as they cry and passed the spoon and the vodka bottle as we set the world to rights. Things seem to have settled down a bit now though, although i have spent the last half hour trying to convince one Wife that she doesnt need a man to make her life complete. That she can be happy as a single woman, with no one to please and no one to tell her what to do. i guess we'll have to wait and see how well she listens.
Then there's R...who insists on fawning over the same guy..despite the fact he's ended it with her about 4 times now. always for the same reason. and yet she seems adamant that he will 'change' or some other bollocks.
As for me, there's been a few issues recently. my little Heart tick turned out to be Atrial Fibrulation which we found out when i ended up in A&E one fateful friday night. so i've been on meds for a little while, and in a couple weeks i have to go in for Cardioversion, this should sort it all out finally!
Uni is going alright, i guess. i've been having some motivation issues with work. i guess i've been having these problems since halfway through last year if i'm honest. But i'm holding out hope that it will resolve itself soon. There were a couple times, especially after the medical scare that i contemplated just leaving uni and getting a job. i talked to mum, J and V and we all came to the conclusion that sticking with uni is the best course of action. The freedom as a student would disappear with getting a full time job so that's one thing i'm going to make the most of :)
My writing has taken a motivational hit too. There has been a distinct lack of story ideas and very little development on the ones i have has. i really really hope that that sorts itself out too. i'm so used to having little story ideas swimming around my head it feels odd not to have them there recently. It makes me a little sad if i'm honest. it just feels like i'm losing myself recently.
