musings and a little backfill

okay, so its been a while since i last had the time to write or anything i deemed interesting enough to write about. its over halfway through the second term at uni, and everything is much the same as it has been, lectures (not enough of them, to be quite honest. i have too much free time and its making me less interested in actually going to the ones i have...), the occasional night out to fiesta havana or off the wall for cocktails. perhaps one of the best nights out was when Rach came to visit for a couple weeks. after a slightly sticky break up i thought she could do with a couple weeks distraction. it was good to have her around, but after the first week i came to the pretty solid conclusion that i could not live with her, at least not without contemplating an in depth complicated homicide xD

i practically live in Jasmines room, other than when i get locked out if she's in lectures or something. 

theres a couple of people ive become quite close to, and in fact, we're living with them next year, it'll be an interesting experiment to see how they cope with living with me XP

i like it up here, but i do miss home. i miss last summer most of all. the parties, the people, the sunshine, the park..everything. i occasionally get sad thinking about how i wish it was still last summer, when the only thing i needed to worry about was moving away. 

now i have to think about grades, and making sure i dont say the wrong things to my house mates, and money..oh the money...its amazing how Liquid money truely is. the first week of term my bank account looks really...really..sexy :D but by about this time in the term, im eyeing up the 7p, slightly spoiled cabbages just to save money.
gernerally, however, im feeling good about life. im making progress with my course, and i know what i want to do when i finish here. as a person i think im doing better as well. im a little more comfortable with who i am and everything im doing. i know all i have to do is have a little faith in myself and in the universe and i know that things will eventually work out. maybe i'll even get my "ideal future" as Rach put it :)